perrumpere noctis | break through the night
The countdown has officially started. It is just over two months until my book is officially released. It drops on Amazon, both a Kindle edition and in paperback form. I am currently waiting for the last round of edits to come back to me, and then the book will go off to one more edition... Continue Reading →
Oh my goddess, welcome to 2023!! I am absolutely loving the fact that this year's numbers end in "23." Especially as this month is it 1/23...which equals 6, which is two 3's, and basically any number that is made up with 3's is my favorite. I don't know exactly why "3" means so much to... Continue Reading →
I stumbled upon something a few days ago that has made me happy stim every time I think about it. I wasn't even aware that I was happy stimming until one of my closest friends pointed it out today at lunch, saying she had never seen me do that before. A little taken aback, but... Continue Reading →
I spent two hours yesterday at my kids' school, sitting in a room with a whole team of people. The purpose was to go step by step through a document for my youngest. The day before, I had been sent the entire 15 page document, and by the time I was done reading through it,... Continue Reading →
We're nearly halfway through December, and this month so far has been an exercise in contemplating the things I've learned in 2022. When I think about where I was a year ago, to where I am today, I am grateful despite all of it. And for the first time in probably forever (literally cannot think... Continue Reading →
It's been a while since I've sat down to type on this screen. Life has been chaotic, to put it lightly, and since a few days before our move a week and a half ago, I have been one fucked up triggered mess. So we just moved - from one side of Denver to the... Continue Reading →
Words have not been a release lately. Not like usual. There has been a lot of inward and hidden processing going on, and I haven't felt words just waiting to be poured out. I have stopped working on my book, well I stopped about two months ago, and have yet to pick it back up.... Continue Reading →
Samhain is 13 days away. We are officially shifted into the darkness. I am feeling a little more present in my own mind and body this week than I did for all of August, September, and the first half of October. Just after the last new moon at the beginning of the month, I joined... Continue Reading →
Content Warning: childhood sexual abuse, rape, incest, drugging. Source I am the survivor of childhood sexual abuse, starting roughly around the age of 1.5 and going to sometime before my 5th birthday. I discovered physical proof backing up my memories a few days ago. That shook me in ways I didn't anticipate. I have learned... Continue Reading →
Profligate Truth 